Moving Forward.

If you read my last post, you know that March 2nd will be a day that many in West Liberty & surrounding areas will never, ever forget. Certainly the person I am today is a little altered by the experience. By the depth of fear I felt. By the things I saw & heard & witnessed. I will never forget seeing pieces of tin in the dirtiest, blackest sky I’ve ever seen, or overturned cars outside a hospital parking lot, or saddest of all, a family of four, parents with their two small children, walking in the pouring rain, holding hands & navigating downed power lines at the edge of dark–their home a crumbled shell. I will never forget the sound of who knows what hitting the outside of our house, feeling the walls vibrate, shouting a prayer & being certain that when we emerged from our pantry, we would see daylight where a kitchen ceiling once stood. I will never forget how blessed I felt upon discovering that our second story was intact, our home was okay, outside of broken windows & minor things. At least it was standing. I will never forget seeing my white curtains billowing out of a broken 2nd floor window. It was hauntingly beautiful in light of the tragedy–a photograph waiting to happen, a moment of pretty for my eyes to rest upon, before they would look upon the devastation. So, I’m certain I am a little different today than I was three months ago. If anything, the person I am today, right now, knows that life is short, nothing is for certain…and that that thing you think will never happen, can happen. It might not. But it can.

Before March 2nd I had been working furiously on ornaments & sweet new doll designs & spending time anticipating & brain-storming for the shows & art fairs I’ll be participating in this year. Shortly after the tornado, I cleared my work table. There were more pressing projects. Outside projects. A million sticks to be raked up.  Trees to be cut, branches to be moved. Heck, a whole collapsed barn that needed to be removed, its contents, what wasn’t smashed, moved to another storage area. Art just seemed to belong on the back-burner.

And now it’s summer. Even though there are many outside projects still to be completed & plywood still covering our three broken windows, there are shows just a few months away. I’ve been brainstorming & cluttering up my work table again. It feels good to begin again. To get back into the swing of things. I am working on new doll designs. The feel of the paperclay, smoothing it, sanding it, it’s satisfying. I like witnessing creatures emerge from what was once a solid lump. Some of these new designs will be exclusive to my show tent. I want to have some extra special little somethings for folks who come see my booth.

Earlier this month, I also got to see my little dolls in print for the very first time.

Last September, I submitted some dolls to Prims magazine & they were accepted for publication in the Spring/Summer 2012 issue. I kept that secret quiet for a quite a while! With everything else happening this spring, I didn’t quite have the heart to announce it. The girls are back from their excursion in California & he Spring/Summer of Prims is now on newsstands & can be purchased online or at your local Michael’s craft store. I’m very grateful to have been chosen for the magazine & look forward to future submissions. The four dolls featured in the magazine are available for purchase in my Etsy shop.

Newness, beginning again. I’ve spent today in my studio, tidying it up, cleaning & finishing some projects that I’d begun a while back….like my office chair slipcover. Nothing is more inspiring than a clean space or a clean slate, waiting to be written on, waiting to be worked in. With that thought, I have a very special summer sale in mind. I’ll post details shortly!

Surviving an EF3 tornado…days after the storm.

Many of you may have seen the extensive & national news coverage of the March 2 EF3 tornado that ripped through Morgan County, Kentucky. Many communities in Morgan county & the surrounding counties were just devastated, including many of my next door neighbors here on Riverside Drive in West Liberty, Kentucky. One statistic cited that 95% of West Liberty was affected by the tornado. Few businesses are left standing & where homes, gardens & beautiful landscapes once stood are piles of rubble, splintered wood, debris, bricks & remnants of lives. Personally, I have never witnessed such devastation, so many businesses lost, so many homes destroyed & so many people touched by loss of loved ones, loss of homes, loss of possessions, loss of jobs and loss of stability. Thankfully, even though we’re oftentimes overwhelmed by this sense of loss and the sadness that creeps in after the adrenaline is gone, we also feel the love that has poured in from family, neighbors and strangers both near us and across the nation. Many of you have asked on Facebook, what can I do? How can I help? And I so thank you for such unselfishness & such willingness to share yourself, time, money, belongings, food and talents with others in need.

I know that many of you have donated to Red Cross. We are extremely thankful for those donations & many in our state, not just West Liberty, continue to need to those donations of water, new socks, new underwear, kerosene, baby items, personal hygiene items, as well as cash donations. The citizens of West Liberty also, though, realize that this devastation will not be mended in a week, a month or even a year & that many of our neighbors & citizens of Morgan County will need help rebuilding their lives. To aid with this, our local non-profit organization, Morgan County Christian Social Services, partnered with Bank of the Mountains, a local & family owned bank in Morgan County, has set up a Morgan County Disaster Relief Fund. You can donate by check or through Paypal. The money will be used to help those county wide & will be handled by local members of our community, Vicki Stacey & Kim Standafer. While we appreciate all the outside help that has poured in, this local charity will be able to realize the hour to hour & constantly changing needs of our people & aid where it is most needed, in the way that is most beneficial.  If you would like to donate to the Morgan County Disaster Relief Fund, please visit the following website to do so.

http://www.bankofthemountains.com/index.asp

The people of Morgan County are so thankful (really, more than you could ever know) for your donations, no matter what amount. When you have nothing of your previous life to even sort through or try to save, everything is a blessing.

If you are close to Morgan County, or even far away & would like to do some hands-on work, please visit this page: http://relief.morganminute.com

My husband has compiled a lot of the information he’s found from various sources…Facebook, word of mouth, local websites…into one central location for easier access. Search the site for volunteer opportunities & contact information.

And if you have a website, blog, facebook, anyway to reach the public, please share this! Every donation, every meal, every case of water, every article of clothing, every person with a chainsaw & pick-up truck, makes a difference to our people! YOU and your kindness makes a difference to our people. Thank you for it.

My Experience with Juicing & other Resolutions.

Like many people, I struggle with weight issues. Since my late teens, I’ve tried many diets…the Grapefruit juice diet, the 20 fat grams diet, strictly counting my calories… What always, ALWAYS seems to happen is that I’m very into it for a few months or so, think my life is changed forever…and then bam, something comes up that throws me off the plan & I lose sight of what I was doing. And then the 15-20 lbs. that I’ve lost creeps back on, and I feel like a failure. A complete & utter failure. This has been my routine.

Although I didn’t make any New Year resolutions, I did find myself climbing back on the elliptical earlier this month. I know that morel mushroom hunting season is just a few months away & I love hunting mushrooms, eating them & drying them for use throughout the year. Searching for mushrooms involves a lot of hiking in sometimes very steep terrain. Because I know this, I take to the elliptical every spring in preparation. Funny how mushrooms can motivate me but the idea of living longer & improving my health doesn’t.

Anyway, since I’ve been on the elliptical for a while now, my mind has begun to gravitate toward the idea of weight loss, an eating plan & what exactly should I put in my mouth.  On my Facebook wall, I’ve seen several mentions of the documentary Fat, Sick & Nearly Dead. Last week my husband & I decided to watch it on NetFlix. To say it was inspirational is to put it lightly. Even more inspiring to me than Joe’s story, was Phil’s story…the fellow who went from 429 lbs to 225 lbs & dropped lots of medication & depression along the way. Not only did Phil look like a different person physically…it appeared that he felt like a new person too.

So we decided to juice. Not for the 30 days suggested by Joe & Phil, but for an easy 10. Just enough to kick-start an eating plan that including lots of raw veggies & fruits & lean meats. (If you have Netflix, watch Food Matters. It is an impressive documentary.

So, we needed a juicer. After much research, we avoided the temptation to purchase a Breville, which seemed to be the favored juicer in the documentary. Instead we went with convenience & picked up a cheap GE juicer from Wal-mart for this 10-day event, mainly because of the price, but also because we could pick it up at Wal-mart the same day we made our veggie run.

Jeep loaded with organic fresh veggies, we came home & prepared to begin our juicing fast on Sunday morning.

Sunday morning saw carrots, kale, apple & celery for me. Dave prepared “The Mean Green” juice recipe which seemed to be the staple juice consumed on the documentary. My juice tasted wonderful, Dave’s not so much. I’m really glad that I didn’t try the Mean Green as my first juice, else I don’t think I could’ve made it past the first glass.

But for me, and the reason I am even blogging about this at all, is that this also began a 24 hr. bought with severe nausea. I juiced 2 more times that day, one for lunch & a juice for dinner. By nightfall, I was curled up & on the verge of vomiting. When Dave juiced, the smell wafted through the kitchen door & nearly sent me running for the bathroom. The next morning, after enduring this for 24 hrs. I decided to instead, eat the things that I would have juiced & do that for the amount of time. It took 48 hrs. for my nausea to disappear completely, although I still can’t abide the smell of veggies being juiced. Dave was able to continue for 3 days & then decided to eat raw, mainly because of work. He didn’t experience nausea, but he did experience dizziness while juicing.

In all my research on the web about juice fasting, I have never read about anyone having these symptoms. I have read that the increased consumption of chlorophyll can cause nausea. So maybe that’s what was happening.

The last few days I have been using my juicer to juice a few leaves of kale & an orange & having been using that juice as the base for a smoothie which consists of two bananas & about a cup of blueberries & ice. This I can tolerate.

So….this is what I’ve learned from my juicing experience.

  • If you’re unsure whether or not you will be able to juice for 10 days, choose a cheaper juicer. The GE was a  great juicer. It was loud, but the pulp was pretty dry. For $50.00 it will come in handy around the house for juicing veggies to use in smoothies & juicing oranges & apples& carrots for just a kick of fresh juice. I am happy with that purchase & would have been so disappointed if we had purchased a pricier Breville or Jack Lalanne. It is fairly easy to clean too.
  • After watching YouTube videos of folks juicing, I wasn’t sure how much produce we would need or even how much we would need for each batch of juice. You will need less that you think. I was really surprised at the amount of juice extracted from things like carrots, oranges, apples, celery, lettuce & cucumbers. Leafy greens like kale & turnip greens do not give as much juice.
  • When reading the testimonials, I assumed fresh veggie juice would taste delightful. For me, it did not. The smell, the taste, the color, everything about it was off-putting. Even now, a week later, peeling carrots & cleaning fresh veggie produce, gags me. I can eat the veggies just fine. They’re great! I love raw veggies. But the smell of the peels. Bluck! I don’t know what this is about. Perhaps it’s just me. I would love to read your experience.

So now I’m eating mostly raw throughout the day & am incorporating some cooked foods into my evening meal. More than anything, I’m trying to stay away from processed foods. I’m sweetening with honey. I haven’t eaten any breads. My salad dressing is a homemade vinaigrette that I’ve concocted. I’m even trying to sprout garbanzo beans in my refrigerator for a spicy hummus dip that I was craving four days ago. So we’ll see what happens.

Again, if you’ve tried a juicing fast or just juice occasionally, I’d love to read about your experience. And if you eat a lot of raw foods, I need some great recipes!  As great as fruit & veggies taste, I like a lot of flavor & need to figure out how to get flavor without resorting to processed spreads or dips. So far, celery seed, granulated garlic, honey & olive oil have been good to me & add lots of flavor to my salads.

(I also don’t want to discourage anyone from juicing. But I did want to blog about my experience, since, so far, I haven’t read another account like it. The documentaries I’ve mentioned are available on Netflix streaming & worth the watch, even if you don’t have issues with weight. Food Matters is more about thinking of food as medicine & the value of vitamins & minerals. The information within it, is stunning.)

Riverside Christmas 2011

Before we took down our Christmas decorations & hauled our trees out of the house, I managed to snap a few pictures. My decorations don’t really change that much from year to year, but I did spend some time making some items this year, like the lovely paper wreaths made from vintage hymnals & matching trees. You can see them on our entrance & hanging from a guest bedroom mirror. I also made quite a few ‘trees’, inspired by a tutorial in Country Living or Better Homes & Gardens. (I’ll never be able to find this tutorial again!) Of course, I couldn’t stop with a just a couple. Soon there were trees everywhere, made of paper cones & scraps of linen. Mainly this year, I decorated on a budget. The few items I purchased were cheap & tiny, but I found ways to elevate them & incorporate the collectibles I already owned. What I discovered this year? Don’t underestimate the impact of pine cones. Stash them in terra cotta pots, sprinkle them on bookshelves, line them up along a mantle or fill glass vases with them. They can make a big impact & reinforce a ‘natural’ theme. Use old dishes to make even the simplest Christmas item special. Our Christmas home isn’t spectacular by any means. But it does ‘feel’ festive & special. Here are a few pictures of our Christmas home.